To hit the snooze or bolt awake, decisions are all mine.
Have eggs today or just a bar? Some coffee or some tea?
(The latter’s not a real choice, of course I’ll pick coffee)
Should I sit and eat at home, or take things on the run?
And what to watch if I stay home? Go serious? Or fun?
Do I want to walk to work, or should I ride my bike?
Or maybe I’ll just drive there, as it’s later than I’d like.
All through the day these mundane things I choose from one by one.
But other choices weigh on me, their weight is like a ton.
I don’t regret the choices that I’ve made so far, and yet
Sometimes I choose to not choose, and that I may regret.
This indecision weighs on me, and makes me want to cry.
I know that love will win out, and I want so hard to try.
I cannot help the way I feel, I’ll take it to the end,
I need the love and happiness, through joy I will ascend.
I become bolder by the day, decisions almost made.
I want to make the correct choice, and I won’t be afraid.
And while I ponder what to do, more choices loom at me.
Watch Fox tonight, or CNN, or MSNBC?
Should I stay up? Or go to bed? Or maybe read a book?
Or masturbate and fantasize? Or give some porn a look?
And so each day comes winding down, and chaos fills my head.
Until it really is too late and off I go to bed.
A good night’s sleep is what I need, a restless sleep I’ll get.
Tomorrow is another day; more choices too, I’ll bet.
2 responses to “Wicked Wednesday: Choices”